You're Admitted!!!!

Congratulations! On behalf of the faculty and staff at the University of California, Santa Barbara, I am pleased to offer you admission to the Pre-Business Economics major in the College of Letters and Science for the Fall 2009 quarter.
YEaaahhh !!!! (lil jon voice)
so UCSB was sorta like my third backup school for th fall. Im so excited. For three months me &nd AERIELLE (my right hand)have been on pins and needles waiting for acceptance letters. &nd wat made shit even more stressful are all th California budget cuts that were denying thousands of students admissions to there dream colleges. But surprisingly I wasnt one of those students for ucsb. (THANK YOU JESUS) SO yeah if USC or UCLA fails to come thru for me thn its off to UCSB.
_check it out.
Isnt it jst gorjuss .




Rite on the front view
of th beach .
isnt
CALI jst th best !!!!

Keepn it real .

when keeping it real goes bad
(click)

-DIZZY


th most realest, most blunt shit most of us go thru.
Hands Down !!!!!!!!!!

had me sittn here wildn
but
i must admit
this almost matches my
situation to a T.

_truth hurts .

suited jst fine

&nd it bangs .

BIRTHDAY SEX
It's yo birthday, so I know you want to ride out
Even if we only go to my house
Sip mo-eezy as we sit upon my couch
Feels good, but I know you want to cry out
You say u want passion, I think you found it
Get ready for action, don't be astounded
We switching positions, you feel surrounded
Tell me where you want your gift, girl

Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
I been feenin
Wake up in the late night
Been dreamin about your loving, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
Don't need candles and cake
Just need your body to make...
Birthday sex... Birthday sex oohoohoohooh
(It's the best day of the year girl)
Birthday sex... Birthday sex oohoohoohooh
(G-spot g-spot let me hit that g-spot g-spot girl)

See you sexy in them jeans got me on 10
1-2-3... Think I got you pinned
Don't tap out, fight until the end
Ring that bell, and we gon start over again
We grindin with passion, 'cause it's your birthday
Been at it for hours, I know you thirsty
You kiss me so sweetly, taste just like Hershey's
Just tell me how you want you gift, girl

Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
I been feenin,
Wake up in the late night
Been dreamin bout your loving, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
Don't need candles and cake
Just need your body to make
Birthday sex... Birthday sex oohoohoohooh
(It's the best day of the year girl)
Birthday sex... Birthday sex oohoohoohooh
(G-spot g-spot let me hit that g-spot g-spot girl)

First, I'm gonna take a dive into the water deep
Until I know I pleased that body (body)
Or girl without a broom I might just sweep you off yo feet
And make you wanna tell somebody (body) how I do
Or maybe we can float on top my waterbed (bed)
You close your eyes as I improv between your legs
We work our way from kitchens, stoves and tables
Girl, you know I'm more than able to please yeah
You say you wanted flowers on the bed (on the bed)
But you got me in hours on the bed

Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
I been feenin,
Wake up in the late night
Been dreamin bout your loving, girl
Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-I
Don't need candles and cake
Just need your body to make...
Birthday sex... Birthday sex oohoohoohooh
(It's the best day of the year girl)
Birthday sex... Birthday sex oohoohoohooh

i never noticed

that keri hilson was the video girl in LOVE IN THIS CLUB
. WTF!!! yeah im late,bite me.
THo im upset she calld her self dissn
BEYONCE, she is gorjuss in this video

Isnt he

JST as handsome as can bee .

UNITED STATES OF TARA

So has anyone watchd this series on SHOWTIME. Its freakn hilarious. I was watching The Secret Diary of a LIfe Girl whn th show came on after. I saw th bulletin on a bus one time but didnt think nuftn of itt. Its about a mother, TARA, living in KANSAS who has like 3 different identities. The wild and flirty teenager T; fifties housewife Alice; and male, loud, beer-drinking Buck. Its like a disorder that she has becuz she decided to stop taking her medication. Whats funny is herhusband and children put up with it. Anyways th show is hilarious. My favorite character she plays is ALICE. Alice thinks shes like this perfect housewife and talks all proper and uppity. ANyways this show is added to th TIVO list. Check it out whn u get a chance


_its funny as hell .

her sweet 8teen

so thiss past weekend was th bestie's AERIELLE eighteenth birthday . WOOT WOOT !!! ah; and did we do it up . A few of us hit up CITYWALK and dined at th Camacho's CANTINA. a really cool mexican spot. Real exquisite. OOh and th latino waiters were gorjuss. had me rethinking black guys for a sec. lol lemme stop, black men are too bomb. Anyways after we dined and had a blast we ended th nite wth clubbn. tequila shots on deck. overall we had a blast and she was happy to spend th bday wth th ppl she loves and cares abt th most. Th nite turnd out stupendouS .



love em '













aeri &nd her babe .









Me &nd mina



Aeri & Vonny












GOONS TILL TH WHEELS FALL OFF

I need these .

Due in August thiss year in th Sixty Plus Packs . They were created to fit th Orlando Magic’s former jerseys.



&nd these. Ah; i want these rite now!!! if u know where i can find some or get em in a size 6.5, plzz let me know. The 7s are my favorite out th J COLLECTION

up &nd running again .

refreshed . why ???
have no idea .
still moping and hurt ??
fuck noo!!! lol
good things dont last forever
but by th looks of things well be back ;]


...anyways th weekend was poppN
Friday- hit th mall wth th bestie Mina
&nd her new armpiece Jaimen
they are soooo fit for oneanother . lol
OMG !!!! &ND HES SWEET TO HER. which makes me so happy cuz i ♥ it whn someone actually does her good.
blind dates are not for me i must say...
never evr again ... so mina tells me tht Jaimen has a homeboy and were ALL GONNA KICK IT. Im like okay cool. if dude is ugly, not whippn, &nd jobless thn Jaimen needs to inform him tht hes not gettn th digits. im down for hangn out as long as he's funny, well all have a GOOD TIME . i mean nothn is wrong wth funny ugly guys. So we get to th mall and Jaimen is like alrite keeko look, "he's not th cutest guy, but hes th only one i cud find to kick it last minute."
Im like DAMN !!! alrite coo well have a good time. Turns out Keontae, dude's name, is awesome. He's really funny and he actually has important shit to tlk abt . By th way our mall finally opend its FOREVER 21. Im so psychD !!!! its huge. Pickd up th bestie Aeri a new fit for her BDAY FRiday. we are so abt to have it pOPPN . i cant Wait .

After th mall, we hit up a function at a hotel, it was watevr. Jerkd &nd got turnt up

Saturday- Work for 8 hours thn Hit anothr function wth th gang again. It was maxx poppn. This was th first time i evr saw sum1 roll a blunt. Like th whole process!!! lmao. Your probably thinkn. Wtf!! shes never seen sum1 roll a blunt before??? the answer is-NO . ive never smoked a day in my life and dont plan too. Honestly im afraid of getting addicted which i dont need asanothr big problem in my life. iT was funny cuz ppl really do discuss which way th rotation goes. Niggas dont play !! "you aint hittn th blunt twice!!!" hahahaha. I was rolln. they actually argued for a good 5 minutes on th rotation and who hit it more thn once. iF ppl chewd a piece of gum,
after they hitt, they wudnt smell so badd . TRY IT!! aint hard ;]



Is it true they're gonna make weed
legal and jst super tax it up for ppl??? If soo, folkz is abt to be wildn out .

_remade into sumthin better .

ah ;
why do i feel so low? Lately ive been feelin as tho i shud be in a better place, a better atmosphere, with new ppl, new surroundings, new obstacles. Im so sick of the same shit i wake up to everyday .
DAMN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jst had to get tht off my chest.
i hate the days i wake up happy and for no reason later on in th day
i lose it. like i dont have that sense of security that everything will be finee
keana.
I WANT THAT RITE NOW !!!!
(sigh)
******************************************
HANDZ DoWN
he has began to control my feelings and my whole atitude. I hate
it when im not as happy as i wanta be. Yess i know i hurt
you but im sorry and im tryna handle thiss th best way i can for th both oF us.
i was only tryna keep it one hundred. why cant u
jst understand that??? i mean isnt that wat u want, wat we need?
"iF u wanta be done thn why do u CONTINUE to keep coming back??"
NOw, shit i would kill to have u back. It seems like its impossible
for us to be happy
and actually stay that way
lOL DAMN
whats wrong with us? if thiss isnt where we wanta be, thn shit where is it?
why do we do things to hurt one another when
in th end were only hurting ourselves.
smh ....


Im so bouncin out of th AV
once school is over. im jst so over the city, the people, the everything.
I wanta start over new, experience things outside of this shit hole.
i know once i leave i can leave behind alotta excess shit that doesnt need to
follow me.